I miss the way your arms felt around me. I miss the shape of your chest and how perfectly my head rested there. I miss the sound of your heart beat. I miss the way your kiss took my breath away-every time.

You had no idea how much I loved you. How much I still love you. And how desperately I need you right now. Because truth is, I'm not sure I can beat this without you.

But it doesn't matter. You won't even read this. You've never read this.

I want to say so much more. And not just to you. I want to express everything I'm feeling. Release this mounting tension. But I can't. Staring at this computer screen causes too much pain.