I've been trying to just sleep in order to pass the time. I'm not sure what I'm expecting. All I know is that there is a huge hole in my heart and it makes it hard to even stand. Sleep isn't working. I close my eyes and my thoughts overwhelm me. Different scenarios keep playing in my head. None of them end well. Is it just my pessimistic attitude or the reality of the situation?
I think I'm hungry. But I don't want to eat.
I need some sort of distraction. No. I need answers. Even though I'm terrified of what they may be.
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